Good morning all... didn't even see H last night, He had a late estimate up north then went to dinner with his friend that he was with. Ya think he'd want to race home and see us, but sometimes i really think he chooses work over us.. he'd rather not be here, and sometimes I'd rather him not be here either. Go figure. But it is getting old. I have no companionship with him, although I talk to him a lot during the day, its only about work and business (I do stuff for the business) but as far as stuff going on with us and the kids... well i should just say us he's really not interested, unless its got to do with sex that is...
I guess I should just shutup and deal because I couldn't do anything to disrupt the kids, and because I am a SAHM how would I support us. I worked for 11 years before I had kids, had my own money and bank account, now everything is in one, but I do feel like its just his, and he will now and then throw it in my face, which leads me to the fact that sometimes I feel trapped.
Ok just venting out loud..
me: 37 H: 44 Married for 18 years this june S7 S3 porn issues, and much more... since 7/06
Happiness can be found, even in the darkest of times, if one only remembers to turn on the light.
