Thank you for sharing your story, it is very touching. Pilar was a wonderful woman and you are following in her footsteps. How wonderful that she was lucid and so peaceful at her time of passing. What a blessing.
I was very close to my grandmother too. Her passing was so very hard for me, but afterwards I found wonderful reminders of her in so many ways. I know you will too.
May God bless you and your family with peace and love. Shades