Madonna/Whore Complex - Part 6

[Heywyre]

Yes, you are right. Every once in a while I have to take a step back and think what I was feeling back around December - yuck!! Could it be worse - absolutely, can it be better - definitely. And, that's the part I am working towards.

I know there will be ups and downs for a long while yet but I am surviving them easier than I did before.

The latest "curve" is OW called him again last night and left a VM message on his cell. She said something along the lines of "I have left you a couple of messages but you haven't returned them. I know you probably don't want to talk to me" But, he told me about it and I guess that is the main thing. The part that bugs me is he is still holding out changing his number, although he did say "if this continues" he would change it but that's rather vague isn't it. I can understand what a pain in the butt it would be to change his number - what with all his contacts for work and all already knowing his number but what about me? Some consideration would be nice. However, like I said, I have to think of the positive and that at least he told me