Well, this afternoon, I called H at work, and it took several tries before I actually got him on his cell. I thought he would be mad at me, because in the past he would say I was bothering him or checking up on him, to be calling him so many times. But he was nice and I was asking him how he was feeling, because he was having nightmares last night. We were talking about our trip, and he was being nice, and said ILY when we hung up, before I coiuld even get it out myself. I just hope he is really feeling it, and is finally coming out of the tunnel of MLC, and is going to be his normal self again. He was even talking about ML on vacation, like he is really looking forward to it. I mean I have stopped refusing it, and no longer reject his advances at all, but now I wonder if he is seeing the changes in me, and realizing that what he said at the beginning of this that he had wanted all along, he now has, with the exception of my working and earning money, which I really hope to be doing soon. I think he will show a lot more respect for me when that happens. I will say, I have met several of my goals, just that one has not happened yet. Well, vacation starts this weekend and I need to get ready, and so here I go..... Wish me luck,
