May I ask a question? What happened to make you go from not wanting to talk about it until you get back to wanting to do it right now? Maybe you could write the letter, but hold on to it to give yourself a few more days to think about it. If you want to send it while you're on vacation, just mail it. I hope I'm not overstepping here, I just read the change and noticed it happened over a fairly short time period.
Good luck!
Me: 28 H: 29 Married 5 yrs Two sweet and ornery little ones 4 and 2.5