My H is just very self absorbed. and then on the other hand he is insecure, although he would never admit it to me.
Its weird, even though he has done some things to me in the past, I really don't feel ugly inside, like I probably should feel, him wanting to look and contact (maybe) other woman... I guess I just have excepted that he has problems, and I may have contributed to it a little, but I certainly didn't force him to do these things. Im as loyal as they get.
me: 37 H: 44 Married for 18 years this june S7 S3 porn issues, and much more... since 7/06
Happiness can be found, even in the darkest of times, if one only remembers to turn on the light.
