unfortunately I do the same thing as far as question when he's done something nice... Is it out of guilt?? I think sometimes, actually a lot I was way too young to get married, But I did, and now I just have to work on getting back to where I want to be.

I question myself often, but there are the kids, and I just could never do anything to turn their lives upside down.

Its a vicous cycle...


me: 37
H: 44
Married for 18 years this june
S7
S3
porn issues, and much more... since 7/06

Happiness can be found, even in the darkest of times, if one only remembers to turn on the light.