Max, I think that's exactly what allows me to breath easier without him here...don't have to freak out if a cheerio is on the floor for more than 5 minutes. don't have to feel like I have to be "on" 24/7. don't have to face the idea that I am so inadequate in whatever way, that he went outside the marriage. and yeah, I know logically the affair and his mlc is about him, not me, but can't help the way it feels sometimes.
take care, and have a good sleep, hopefully the morning will be bright. thanks for checking out my thread. its amazing how nice a little support from total strangers can be.
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"Courage doesn't always roar. Sometimes courage is that little voice at the end of the day that says, 'I'll try again tomorrow.'"
