Thank you for responding and thanks for your concern. I wish I could just have the desire to sit next to my H on the couch and watch a movie or something. I am afraid to touch him for fear that his hopes will sky rockett. It just doesn't take much for him to think everything is "fixed" and it is far from being fixed.

This afternoon has been really bad for me. I got some very distrubing news and I am feeling so weak in my resolve not to contact the OM. I know that is the last thing I need to do, but my emotions are calling out to him so strongly.

I just need anyone's help right now. I thought last night was hard to get through, but I think tonight will be tougher.

Last edited by sandi2; 07/19/07 10:22 PM.
It is not about what you feel should work in your M. It is about doing the work that gets the right results. Do what works!