My new idea is to write H a letter and giv it to him before we leave on saturday. Hand written not typed. Kind of a Dear John, but not really.
A letter that just says I like where I am with myself right now. I've worked on myself. I like being with him, but I'm tired of nothing happening unless I initiate. Telling him that I can no longer be a weekend wife/sex partner. That I'm no longer happy with the status quo. I feel empty. It's not enough for me anymore. That he can continue to take his time and think things over- I have no problem with that. But I can't keep waiting. Two years is long enough and I'm ready for a future. I'll tell him that we can either talk when I get back or he can continue to put things off and avoid a conversation, in which case, I will be filing.
Thoughts. Anyone talk me out of it? different wording? Things to add? Take out?
