max, what I found when H and I separated was that it was really hard at first...but the longer he was gone, the easier in some ways it was. not in all ways, but in some ways. And as I told him, I miss HIM so much, but not the ass I had been living with for the few months prior. seeing him day after day and knowing he was no longer mine was like rubbing salt in the wound.
not saying its a piece of cake, far from it, of course.
stay strong!
M-41 H-38 M-10 years, T-14 years Bomb-PA 3/19/07 Separated-6/7/07 Piecing/h back home 5/08 S-6 S-4 D-4
"Courage doesn't always roar. Sometimes courage is that little voice at the end of the day that says, 'I'll try again tomorrow.'"
