It's kind of old-fashioned now, but men used to introduce their wives as "my better half." If only your H knew how true that was in your case. And whether he ends up with OW or someone else, it will never be so true again.
The sad thing is that he knows it's true. He actually told me that I deserve better and that he's been holding me back all these years. I asked him why he couldn't be what I deserve and his answer was that his heart wasn't in it. I guess some of us are willing to try harder than others.
At our wedding, his brother was the best man and in his speech he said that when he met me for the first time, he was thinking what is my little brother going to do to screw this up. I didn't remember the speech, but in January during one of my H's "I screwed everything up and I just want to die moments" he repeated it to me like he was playing it over and over in his head. All I can say is that my H has a miserable life and he is the only one that can change it.
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