Okay so I'm slowly pulling myself back up. When I stop and think about it

1) he doesn't have to let me go with him tomorrow to see his grandma

2) he's had 2 days off another one tomorrow and if he were going to a lawyer NOW would be the time to do it. Since his new job starts Monday.

3) He is going out of town with us this weekend. Yes it's for our son but he could have backed out.

So in thinking all that I'm slowly getting back to an even out mood. \:\)

W: 33
H: 37
SS: 14
S: 7
S: 3
married 08/09/97
Seperated 11/02 05/07
H moved back 8/26/07