Light on the horizon

[WCW]

Ok, we all have our ups and downs, our good moods and our bad moods, our 'I can stick this out' vs 'I can't last another day in this M'. You my friend, are stuck in the down and bad can't last another day mode. Shake yourself out of it!!!
Do focus on the upswing you have had, on those positives, the nice little trips you have had with W.

I truly believe that very often with my H if someone tells him what to do and how to do it he will try his best to buck the system. Something as basic as there is no way you can shift that truck without using the clutch...well yeah, you can if you synchronize the gears with the rpm's in the motor. So if you have well meaning people telling W that D is not a good option it may be having the exact opposite effect that you want it to have. Is she verbally stating this is still her idea or vision, to proceed to D? email if you'd prefer off radar.

Get enough rest. Take care of yourself and your body, eat right, and that will help your emotional and mental attitude. Sorry to sound like your mother, but a little reminder of the basics is due here buddy. Focus on you. Have fun, and smile while you are doing it.