H coming today, what do I do when he asks how I am

[SallyM]

thanks guys. I hate this second-guessing myself all the time. but my actions are the only ones I have control over, so I guess I want to know that I'm doing all I can do.

Its funny how much I read into things he says/does. sounds so desperate, doesn't it? I mean, yesterday I found myself actually thinking it meant something, the fact that he was eating blueberries that I had picked. that sounds so funny typed out, but the fact is he is such a city boy that eating food out of your own yard freaks him out. we have several blueberry bushes that yield a ton of berries this time of year, and he still went and bought ones from the store last year.

now, realistically, does it mean anything more than the fact that he really wanted blueberries right then? no. but me, in my pathetic state tries to make it mean something. lol.

today has been okay. very busy, actually. he called this morning and I sounded upbeat and busy, and he sounded pretty good, normal almost. then later I called him to tell him something about the kids, and he sounded very distant. and again, I try to read into that distance...when the reality could very well be the fact that he just had a meeting with his boss and he was probably distracted.

so does the contantly reading into things ever stop?