One day at a time

[sadhearted]

Yeah I realize it's not an overnight thing. It's been 2 months. And compared to some on here that's nothing. I know I have to have patience. It's just hard when he's pushing me away or being negative.

I'm really trying to break this cycle. I just hope it's not too late. Yes I know he's not talking D or anything. Some days it just feels like he really is done. Even on those days deep down I just don't believe this is what he really wants. Again I could be fooling myself.

It's extremely sad if they can't or won't come back and try again. And right now I'm not far enough along to be able to say if that happens I'm okay with it.