You are right he didn't think I was there for him but he wasn't there for me either. So we ended up in a vicious cycle. Just don't know if he can put it behind him and try again.

I will be there for him whenever he'll let me. I'd love to go to the hospital with him but I don't know if he'll let me. When I do tell him I'm sorry or is there anything I can do or something like that alot of times I hear not your fault thanks I'll be fine. Something along those lines.

I will do what I can and hope one day he does see the changed me. If not I'll have to figure out how to get on without him.


W: 33
H: 37
SS: 14
S: 7
S: 3
married 08/09/97
Seperated 11/02 05/07
H moved back 8/26/07