I was just thinking out loud. (On the computer). It's hard because I see all these positive things but now I don't trust her. "We would lie there night after night wanting to be close with each other but not knowing how - how stupid is that? We are grown adults who had been married for 19/20 years and yet we couldn't talk to each other about it. I sooooooooooo much wanted a hug but I couldn't reach out"
I too have the feeling sometimes that maybe we are both just waiting for the other to initiate something.
Like you said I am just comming back from a GREAT weekend. I was not expecting anything R wise to happen, so I was not really disappointed. I also think this is confusing to my W.I think she is expecting me to try something or act like I expect something. I really don't anymore. And like I said when she does do something nice I get suspicious.
I AM NOT DEPRESSED OR SAD OR HAVING A BAD DAY. I was just rambling
Thank you for letting me in on some personal stuff. Isn’t amazing how we can tell each other “private” issues her but not to our spouses?
Husband
And if I claim to be a wise man, well It surely means that I don't know
