No bad thoughts. You did great and you can mark 1 day as a complete success.
Set some goals for today and accomplish them.
Important part is these are goals for you and not for H. You can't let yourself have expectations of what H will or won't do. You just keep stringing together days of the new DBing you and see where it leads.
Worst case is you just feel better about yourself, freer, more in control and proud - any chnage in H is a cherry on top. But from what i hear he isn't all that far gone and I believe in you.
Off the the Jersey Shore with the kids. Need good weather so we don't have 3 days inside with my crazy parents...:)
