my crazy mess

[christarn]

Sandi 2...lots of things made me turn around...my story is just crazy....which i guess most of us here feel that way!! For starters, I was a a right fighter(dr phil) always had to have my way...I have learned that is not a good thing...have your read of his stuff...it's just as good as michelle's!, I learned I had a lot of emotional baggage I was carrying around that really I needed to take care so I could better take care of myself and my M...my H, has also made changes..you probably saw some of them in my posts earlier. I also learned, that there are some things in life you just learn to accept and deal with, the small things...that I just thought I couldn't...everyday things,him leaving a coke can that was empty on the table...I used to get so angry over that...well now that I have a lot of time to look at myself and realize I was not perfect...and there is no such thing as a perfect marriage. My H and I used to have the best time, just being us...and I want to get back to that...just being us....and I know we can with some good solid TLC!! I have also been seeing a counselor and talking with a DB coulseor..they have both been great. I have learned with some patience (which has been the hardest thing for me learn) I might be able to turn this around!!

mama drama...thanks for your post...I was also happy to see this: I pulled into a random gas station yesterday to fill up...and break the pocket book...and guess who pulled in behind...is it me or is it fate...or is it just a great day!! We talked for a breaf minute...but God love the IL humidity and heat..so anyway....at least he came over and talked and it was GOOD!! thanks for your post!!!

thanks again to all of you for showing interest and helping me out in my sitch...best of luck to you and you are all in my thoughts and prayers