Christarn, I was so happy to get to this page and see that he text you! I have a lot of trouble with the patience and not being the first to initiate contact as well, so when I read it working, I know exactly that feeling of "ahhh, this is what they were talking about!"
Sandi,
How long ago did you break of the EA with the potential OM? It sounds a little like you are still in the fog of the EA and aren't seeing everything with completely clear eyes. Not that, if you are it would absolutely mean you felt differently about your H, just that, PA or not, you still have a detachment/mourning period to go through. It's hard to mourn and feel elatement/'in love' at the same time. *hugs*
Me: 28 H: 29 Married 5 yrs Two sweet and ornery little ones 4 and 2.5
