okay. This week is gonna be a slow week. I just learned of horrible news about a 3rd cousin of mine. Very aweful story. I won't get into everything, but it's a homicide-suicide thing. I didn't know him, but I know most of the rest of the family. It's so incredibly messed up, and I feel so bad for the family. I feel bad for both sides of course, but since I know the ones that had their son be the one killing and then committing suicide, I feel bad for them because they have lost a son, and will also be the focus of a lot of hate from other people I imagine. I think I would rather lose my child as a victim, than have my child make someone else's child a victim.

ug. i don't even know what else to say.


Me 33 H 34 S9 S3
M 6 yrs (2gether 11 yrs)
EA/PA 1/2006
DB 5/2006
H wants D 6/2006
H wants ME 8/2006
H "said" PA/EA over 8/2006
H erased OW off phone! 2/2007

"It is far better 2 choose humility & change oneself, than 2 wait in vain trying 2 chang someone else."