CVA - Thread 2, Hold mode

[Not Much Left]

WAW, just getting to all this after another long day in NY on the road.

Did I miss Nomo saying I should not run out and get a new house? I have to say, I agree as of today. Not a great thought anyway, I just dont want to bring my kids over to a tiny little apt and I have to figure out how to be with them and not W at the same time, all the time.

As of late, I have tried to take them out to Dinner and she has always wanted to come. I have taken just the 3 boys to the movies and on errands to get away from the house. Daughter is a different story. I have to figure out what I can do with her that she will actually want to do w/ just me.

Journaling 7.18.07
Really not much time to think or act on anything today. Called the house to talk to the kids before they went to sleep. They were eating dinner. W answered, very upbeat. In the past, she may have let my oldest son answer the phone so, baby steps?

Again she was upbeat, talked to the kids, she came back on the phone and I said "have a good night", "you too". Asked the very general question "how did the day go?" nothing specific in that is there? W just told me what happened, asked about how the week looked for everyone, she said "may go over to the pool w/ girlfriends and kids tomorrow, dont know", I just said, "if you do have a great time!".

No questions about my day or how my trip was going. Oh well. I got off the phone relatively quickly. I think I did a pretty good job tonight, probably the most detached while being upbeat I have been. Hope this stuff Works!

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