It begins ... with a slice of comedy.

[Trixi]

Max-
I'll be thinking of you tomorrow.
Even if she says that she is having the time of her life, just remember it's all very novel right now.

Heck, I don't want my marriage to end, but I do daydream that if I was *forced* to divorce it would be fun to paint my *own* house and decorate how *I* want. Maybe eventually post on Eharmony or some such thing...In other words, even in this dark period of my life I can see where it would be an adventure; I am sure if I instigated the adventure I would be very jazzed at embarking on it.

BUT- I also know that there are only so many rooms to paint, so many boxes to unpack and only so many nights where you can escape your feelings by keeping busy.

The cold reality will hit our WAS. We may not be witness to it, and for a time, their pride might prevent them from admitting it.

Do your best tomorrow. My H is out looking for an apartment right now, and I know that it will hurt when he moves out and if he says he LOVES his new life, I am sure it will hurt me deeply and scare the living daylights out of me. But I am going to do my best to let this play out however it plays out.

Keep up posted