Last night, H was in such an affectionate mood, he doesn't really show me any affection outside of the BR, but last night he was playful on the sofa, and silly with me. And when we went to bed, he wanted me near him all night, and when I moved to scoot over, he pulled me closer, and kept his arm around me all night. It was, kind of, I don't know how to describe it, but it felt different from how he usually is. If something is changing inside of him, I hope I don't screw up our vacation, and mess it all up.

I have some goals to work on when we get back, and the main one is to start contributing to the finances. I should already have done something, but I have up until really a couple of months ago felt scared to death of getting out there in the real world again.

Well, I guess it's off here and back to my chores, and stuff.

God Bless , L