I hear what you are saying Tamashii. I think it is good to vent to let off all my self rightous steam and all of that. Some of the other negative thoughts, would probably serve me best by not committing them to any format of permanancy. Never know when something like that could bite a guy in the butt.

We just did the child exchange about an hour ago, it went real smooth. I even got her to laugh once. Actually feeling a little up about it, maybe a little baby step there.......time will tell. Time is my friend.

Well tonight is my 1 and only night to myself, so I am going out for a bit. Might indulge in some Texas Hold Em. Perhaps take in a show....... Have to behave though as she is dropping daughter back her at 8 am ish......

Later friends!!