It begins ... with a slice of comedy.

[MaxP]

Well today was a little harder. Still keeping pretty busy, which is helping but I have a huge number of things on my mind at the moment. I guess the low point was not having my W here for emotional support when dealing with these issues (more than just the R). I really missed that today and was a bit overwhelmed with stuff at one point. Other than that I'm still doing really well.

Thanks for the continued support. I will have 'first contact' with my W tomorrow at the MC session. That will be weird. I wonder how she has been coping.

Morgan: I recognise that I'm unusual on the 'sex thing' front. I've never really looked for a quick pickup since I'm not really tempted by anyone else (and never really have been during our R). Besides it would really freak me out! I would be devastated to find out if she slept with someone else though. Still, there's nothing I can do so why worry?

mkultra: it's a calming month at the moment. Don't forget to look after yourself as well as the kids.

Agent99: Yeah, really dark with a torch out just for tomorrow! I have no idea how she has been, my guess is she'll have been feeling fine and quite liberated. With regards to the friends stuff, I have a pretty limited supply so need to be careful! Thanks for the wise words, I know I will be fine.

Told my grandparents today. My grandmother was more upset than I am. She is also a bit senile so ending up telling her again and again! "No, there is no-one else that I know of, no no other man, no no other woman, yes I'm fine, yes she's moved out, no there is no one else, yes she's moved out etc, etc, etc". It was sweet she was so kind though, but she is a worrier so that is a concern.

Max


Max