All Quiet on the Western Front

[sadhearted]

Yeah I don't want this to defeat me. I'm just having a really hard time accepting that this could be what he wants. He's been thru it once before and I just find it so hard to believe he wants to do it again with 2 more kids involved. So I'm just having trouble getting to the point that if this is what he wants I'm going to be fine. I mean I know at some point I will but...

And today being your anniversary. Now see I'm so not to the point that I'd be okay with that. My 10 is coming up next month and I'm not sure how to handle it.

Anyway keep that positive spirit going and all will be okay. I still have some growing to do so I'll work on that. And pray ALOT. Course I'm already doing that.