Hey BB...those are legit ques as you go thru this process. I went thru the same thing and range of feelings. You will not like him very well....you will question your love the anger will swell and then you will let go of it. I reached a place where i let go of the anger and then peace came to me and is when i was able to be still That is when my H started to think about everything. Its your journey as well.


Me 53
H 51
OW 25
Bomb may 06
left june 8/ 06
ILYBNILWY (twice!)
7/6/07 H wants to come home
7/21/07 H comes home
7/07 -7/08 long haul letting go of OW
now piecing in earnest