One day at a time

[sadhearted]

Well no wonder I'm having such a hard time.

I got an email from my H last night saying as of yesterday he no longer works at his old company. Couple hours later I asked whose call that was. About an hour later he simply replied my boss... So I have no idea what happened. Obviously he's still not talking to me. Which I don't like but... Oh and we're all supposed to be going out of town this weekend. Should be real interesting.

I've had a couple people tell me the reason he's backed off is because lunch on Saturday was nice and so he got to thinking oh wait I'm getting too chummy or he's feeling and he's not ready too. I do realize this is what he does. He backs off but noramlly it doesn't last long and he'll talk again. I just don't like it. Well I don't like the sitch but I did realize a few days ago there is good coming from it. And hopefully I'll have my family back in the end.