Yeah, I'm afraid my wife will some day have her d*amn ephinany and I'll be with someone else, kids hate her or are indifferent towards her or somethin', for all of what she has done and caused to happen. All this pain. Then what? How much is that gonna suck for her if that should happen? How much? I wonder about that. To maybe wake up someday and go, "Oh My God, WHAT HAVE I DONE?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!" I don't know, but I think that that, no offense for what we are all going thru, is going to make our struggle, p-a-l-e in comparison. I think that that would be compariable to finding out that there really is a hell and that your going to it.
