CVA - Thread 2, Hold mode

[Not Much Left]

Still
Thanks for you thoughts here. They mean a lot. SO tired dont know where I am. Seriously, I am in NY and it is getting late again.

Journaling.
Have to be out of town thru Fri. I will definitely spend some time GALing when I get to Vancouver Fri. After my meetings, I am going to enjoy the city, it is beautiful there this time of year.

When I landed, it was around 8:30 pm Texas time so given I did not know when the kids were going to bed, I called. I wont get caught up in the call/no call stuff when it comes to my kids. W answered, sounded upbeat. Just asked how her day went....guess what the answer was...."fine". Gee thanks for the detail W.

Talked to the kids. Mentioned to oldest son last night that I wanted to go to Church sunday and if no one else wanted to go, would he like to go w/ me. He is clearly focused spiritually, as last night evidenced. I said, OK, well, lets see if mom/anyone else will go. "OK Dad!"

Didnt get off the phone as quickly as I should have w/ W. Didnt really linger either. Just said "goodnight, have a good night", - "you too" she says. She asked when I would be home, told her "Saturday, why?" I asked. "No reason, just wondering when you are coming back". Nothing to this, after thinking about it.

Oh well, nothing really new, nothing really changing. Sent an email to Ws friends H who I thought I now had a really good friendship with. He has kind of been avoiding me the last few weeks after his W and my W went away for the weekend. A bit paranoid about his pullback from me like something was said that he doesnt want to talk about with me and is afraid he will feel guilty if he is on the phone or in person w/ me. He responded and said he was just really busy at work after his vacation and it is true he has a lot going on at home, just makes me wonder though. I have talked to his W, she was pretty much the same around me and in favor of our M so...