Yep a crazy week. We just had a not so good phone conversation. Basically my take, she's been leading me on so she can get the separation agreement done. I really didn't think that she was doing that based on a few other things I haven't posted but apparently I have been very, very wrong all along.
So I get to go to bed on a real down note because what came out of that phone conversation is she wants the agreement yesterday. She gave the impression she'll probably file as soon as she can in November because she just "wants to be happy and we can't return to before".
She honestly believes we can be good close friends through all of this and afterwards. Sorry I just can't do that after all the rejection, after being told "I don't love you any more", after all the sacrifice and pain of the last 9 months, after agreeing to move out of our home and be away from our family, our children. I did all of that for her so she could find her peace and happiness and hopefully I could as well and we'd be back together.
If we really want to love, we must learn how to forgive. - Mother Theresa
