Thanks to both of you. I really can't lose all my hope right now. Without it I am not okay. I'm going to start seeing a therapist on my own as well as the MC. I have to find my way through this and I think I'm going to need help.
Friday's meeting with H is going to be really hard. He can't even get through a talk about our R without crying so it is nearly impossible for me to see him cry and not do the same. I think I will make it a short meeting. If he just wants to tell me more of the same I think that I should just tell him to do what he feels like he needs to and politely leave. I'll save the tears for the car ride home (well my new home anyway.)
M:29 H:30 Married: 8 years (together 10) 6/14/07- Seperated
For God hath not given us the spirit of fear; but of power, and of love, and of a sound mind. 2 Timothy 1:7
