I walk around being positive at work. You would never guess I have problems in my marriage. No, I am all smiles at swim camp and Brownies. Forgive me, but this is the only place for me to journal my truly negative thoughts about my H as I am still DBing, for now.
What happens after the point of disgust? I see a man who does not look like my H. Classic MLC stuff right. But it is starting to disgust me. I know my lack of respect is why we had the majority of problems so I tried to 180 with respect and shifting my thoughts but how can I have sympathy for someone like this? He is not even communicative or honest?
There are many reasons why I have lost my attraction to him that are associated with his MLC, so I may hang there for a while. I think our separation has moved to a more serious point. I am truly disgusted by my kids Dad and that is a big obstacle to my DBing efforts.
Last edited by mkultra; 07/17/0711:57 PM.
Me:38 H:39 MLC M:10 R:23 years D6 S3 Bomb: Easter, 2007 "Every day may not be good, but there's something good in every day."
