Those who don't understand will think this sounds like I am just focused on myself.
I don't see that--and I have nt expereinced it personally--only through Sweetheart. MLCers are sel;fish at the expense of everyone else. Replay is the phase wehre they are tring to avoid depression--it is Cover Depression. It's there time to be 17 again, and some get nasty-mean.
You don't sound that way in your post--but you may have been there earlier, Depression follows Replay.
You are depressed. Have you seen a professional about this? Find a Psychologist, Psychiatrist, counselor... We are here for you, but you need a professional and someone physically present.
What can you tell us about your husband? How has he handled this?
Almost forgot...the book for you is the first one listed i the Depression category. You can read about it on Amazon.
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