That's too bad. Ours ends up going sort of through the health provider, but at the same time it is separate. I haven't figured it all out, but I know it did help us set up some stuff for one of our sons, and it worked out well.
Next project is to try to get rid of some of the negative thinking. I know there's a lot of bad stuff in your life right now, but it isn't 'personal', and I think you are taking some of it that way. It isn't that everything you touch is a fight. It's just the way some stuff is, it isn't you. It will help you to get over thinking that way, I think.
