imLIN, thank you for sharing that with me. It just seems so overwhelming -- will I be able to Stand through this for that time? I sincerely and deeply love her and I've always believed that love conquers all, so I guess there's my own answer.

Somedays it just seems like things will work out. She made a special point to come out to my car this morning as I left for work. She looked sad. I came out of my car and gave her a hug. Who knows what was really on her mind. She said have a nice day at work. She complimented my (new) shirt. I guess I should have asked what was on her mind but I was running late. I guess I need to keep reminding myself of my priorities and give her any undivided attention anytime I can. I'm sure I will come home tonight and it will be loneliness and rejection as usual. Gotta GAL I guess.