Julie - thanks. I love your "I matter" signature and need to remember it.

Oldtimer -
You are confusing the heck out of me!! ;\) I'm kidding.. I understand what you mean.

I'm waiting on a call back from the MC. Hopefully she can get us in next week. I haven't been able to find that book yet. I plan to look again today and order it from Amazon if I can't find it.

You are absolutely right, I am flailing. I feel like all I've been doing IS slowing down, analyzing, not taking any action. Obviously that is not working, and I don't have a clear sense of what WILL work, so I kind of feel like trying anything at this point and see if it helps. Maybe not the best approach.

It's a weird feeling to have absolutely no idea what will work for me.

Me 35, H 38; Together 13.5 yrs, M 7
Bomb 1 10/07/06
Sep'd 1/14/07 - 4/15
Piecing: 4/07 - 9/07
Bomb 3 10/11/07: Never loved you, let's separate
2/08 slowly improving
7/08 Piecing (7/25/08 rings back on!!)
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