Excellent! Do I get a prize for being the millionth customer?
Regarding "Waiting for the left hook." Be careful. Believe me, I understand how you're walking on thin ice. Make sure that your expectations don't turn into self-fulfilling prophesy though. I realized a few days ago that I was unconciously doing the same thing you are. I didn't think I was, but I was holding myself back from my R with my W, waiting for her to leave.
I haven't quite got it figured out yet, but the times I acted "As-if" and expected our interactions to be positive, they almost always were.
Sounds like things are moving in a good direction right now. Enjoy.
BD
My latest
Me: 36 W: 35 2 D: 9 and 5 T: 16 years M: 12 10/4/06: Bomb 10/5/06: Ended A 4/22/07: ILYBNILWY