I'm right there with you and I don't know a woman who isn't. I was a stay at home Mom for 10 years and I was no less busy then. Now I get paid for my work and in a lot of ways it is easier (so I treat my Daycare provider very well). I'm sorry your family is sick. When everyone is better take an honest look at your priorities and make sure you include yourself in them. I don't know where you live but I just checked out this website for a future weekend trip with my best friend (after baby is weaned) - look at it for inspiration.