Phoenix, it's the longest post I've ever seen from you!
Your very first line -
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Well here's where I think it all stands.
It is what you think, it is not what you know.
What do you mean?
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W wants out of her problems without having to take full responsibility for them.
? She wants out of the M? or can that mean she can/will stay in the M but doesn't want to account for her past actions?
Sometimes I get that impression about H, that if we could just wave a wand and presto! all his stuff would be back and he would never have to be accountable for his past actions and I could truly forgive and forget...we could make a fresh start, we could find or acknowledge our love again. That's just me though, H may have a whole different perspective.
What occured to spark this rant? not that it is really a rant, I think it is airing your sentiments. Are you still not sleeping? FWIW, I think you were seeing good signs while you and W have been going to your sessions, your hopes rose, your expectations rose, and it is hard to keep your finger off the fast forward button. Relax, refocus, GAL. You are still on the ride. Don't let go yet.
Live your life while you are still living. Riding the trail less traveled.
