Tiny Ray of whatever...

[NMHurting]

I wish it was that simple. The whole mess is live and in my face.

She is pushing the divorce through as fast as possible at this point and now has told me she is fighting me on custody. She is full blown in love with the OM and wants "the divorce to be final as quickly as possible so I can move on with my life"

I have that to contend with, I have my final moments with my dad to contend with, living paycheck to paycheck and barely getting by, my job obligations, having no local friends

UA it's a struggle moment to moment that I cannot even describe the pain and hell I sit in right now.