Just got an e-mail from H and he is asking for us to meet and talk when I get home. I told him last week that I really didn't want to meet until after our first CA. I'd like to see what happens there first. The truth is that I'm scared to death about what he has to say. As of last week he told me that nothing has changed and his mind has not been swayed (he has told me that he is leaning toward divorce but not sure yet.) My stomach is in knots just thinking about our meeting. I'm so afraid that he'll tell me that he is filing for divorce or that he is seeing someone (I kind of doubt this one but you just never know) I don't want to sit there and be a mess in front of him. I don't even understnd what a 180 is yet! HELP!
M:29 H:30 Married: 8 years (together 10) 6/14/07- Seperated
For God hath not given us the spirit of fear; but of power, and of love, and of a sound mind. 2 Timothy 1:7
