H didn't show up this weekend, so still no D papers. I have appointment with an attorney next monday and would like to know if "these D papers" even exist, so I tm him tonight and said "Just wondering if you mailed the papers because I didn't get them yet?" He responded "Mailed them today, why you in a hurry?" I didn't respond back and I don't think that I am going to. He's just trying to start a trouble or make contact with me and I really don't feel like doing either one. I am so hurt and frustrated at this point. I am just trying to move on with my life and the last thing that I need is to be drug back into his drama.
On a side note, mil said that bil saw my H and said he looks horrible. Looks like he lost 20 lbs. in 3 weeks. I told her good. He should look horrible. He has put me through h$ll. I lost 15 lbs and I didn't have 15 to lose. He should be miserable. He has been seeing OW for 8 months while married to me and won't even have the balls to D me. I don't know how he looks at himself.
I saw fil last night. He said you are looking awfully good, are you trying to pick up a new man. I said yes, I gave up on your son. He said does he know that....I responded I don't know.
I'm just trying to hang in there and start making a life for myself. I have plans two nights this week with some work friends. It's all about GALing and having fun at this point.
