Ok, folks, I need a HUGE 2 x 4 here. I know this is going to sound absolutely absurd, but OM has now made me feel like a total fool and like I'm some sort of OW or something when that is the farthest thing from the truth.
However, w/ all that has happened w/ H, my confidence & self esteem is probably pretty low right now too and that's probably why the attention from OM was so nice. Now I'm feeling completely dumped and/or rejected again and have no reason to feel that way.
Anyway, what happened is this: OM texts me and says "W has my phone all day today. No texts please." AS IF I have been texting him and/or pursuing him or something!!! It's absolutely ridiculous, but like I said, I feel like he's acting like I'm the psycho one or something instead of him being the one telling me he wanted to have S w/ me, got a hard on when he saw me and went home and took care of it while thinking of me, etc.
Ok, just venting, but for real I feel so very stupid right now. Like I said, I think the attention, albeit slightly out in left field type attention, fed my ego that had been so stomped on recently by H and now this guy's acting like it was me that was doing this stuff.
Maybe I'll feel better now that I've vented, but it truly pissed me off.
Me: 38 H: 35 S4, S5, S10 Bomb 01/07 Wanted D - nothing would change his mind Numerous A's prior to D bomb; EA prior/during D bomb Piecing 04/07 Deployed for a year 05/07 Still Piecing 2010 M 11 yrs 05/10
