In need of help II

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Actually I think that is a big part of the problem with my wife. She has not said it, but I do get the feeling she is afraid to have us back together because of my past drinking. It is one of those variables that scares her, how can she trust that I have truly stopped for good. She knows it has been over 4 months, but what is that over 20+ years, that I cannot answer for her or myself. Only time will tell but I am sticking with my if no talk or papers served, I am going to be happy.