She didn't wear her ring this weekend even though her and my family were around. never heard anyone mention it.
She hasn't mentioned me moving out since our last arguement. I'm not bringing it up.
I'm not trying to sell the camper anymore. I figure divorce doesnt happen overnight, if we went down that miserable road I would do it then. Selling it now would make it easier for her to get me out of the house.
Lawyer appointment wed. for knowing my rights.
She is planning on going to om place to meet him for the first time soon.
She is still racking up minuits on cellphone bill. Roughly $100 extra a month.
Since she has started her Internet affair she has bought new clothes, jewelry, tanning...
I don't feel i'm being difficult enough to her. But, I do want to give her space. I want her back commited to me, not, wondering about him and what if...
I am doing things for myself. I plan on going racing in a couple of weeks. Fixing the boat to go fishing. Checking into rock climbing in a town near mine. I see counselor regularly, not sure if helping, but it is someone else to talk to. I don't really think he can help until she decides what she wants. I feel like dbing has helped me more than him. checking into self help class for myself. My work has sent people to Dale Carnegie course(Effective Communication & Human Relations), I am checking if they will send me, if not I will find one I can afford myself. I have bought some new clothes to make me feel better(also know she likes them). This makes me sound like a girl.
