lol, i never really took you for a pink kind of myspace girl.
Anyway, you could be on the verge of a nervous breakdown. You need to take a break Amy. You got so much on your plate right now. You need to take care of yourself(someway, somehow). It sounds like there is a good chance that H is going to need you pretty soon down the line. You are burnt. It's recharge time.
I don't care what you think, as long as it's about me.