okay, will tell him definitely, and will hold off asking him along. if he asks to, I might go ahead and say yeah, but I won't be the one to actually ask.

I think he's already scratching his head a lot. or maybe I'm reading too much into things. but I'd be scratching my head, too, if I saw such an about face in him like I've done in the past week.

just hung up with him, and he sounds a little bummed. I didn't ask if he was, just kept the conversation short and light, about the kids. I had just walked in from the gym, so nice not to have just been sitting around waiting for him to call. will be curious how things go tomorrow. he comes to spend the morning with them while I head off to therapy. its funny, he's always sooo interested in what goes on in my sessions. he really pushes to know what I said, what she said, etc etc. I swear he thinks my therapist is going to tell me to end the marriage. he so wants someone to tell me to so I'll do it, and he won't have to do it himself.

knock wood it never comes to that.


M-41
H-38
M-10 years, T-14 years
Bomb-PA 3/19/07
Separated-6/7/07
Piecing/h back home 5/08
S-6
S-4
D-4

"Courage doesn't always roar. Sometimes courage is that little voice at the end of the day that says, 'I'll try again tomorrow.'"

-Mary Anne Radmacher